Well the last month has arrived of this year and all the festivities to attend to.
Personaly I don't realy like Christmas, it wasn't good 7 years ago and neither will it be this year. Ever since I moved to Hungary that is...my family has changed in many aspects and I have learnt how to lock myself in so I won't care to much for the things and feelings I have lost during these years.

Anyways in every bad thing there is something nice to. I'll be walking down the lit streets that now bathe in Christmas lights, I'll be hearing Christmas charols and see happy children with their parents giggling and I'll be seeing happy and warm faces telling stories and talking about what to cook and buy as a present.

I find it interesting how I don't realy celebrate Christmas but that warmth and enthusiasm I have it in me aswell. I find myself looking at books and choco to give to my loved ones and imagening their face as they tear the carefuly wrapped paper off of them.

Then comes New Year's Eve...what a festivitie! Though that I await with much joy...this time I'll be celebrating in a different city with unknown people (friends of my boyfriend) , trully thrilling experience.

I allways wanted to spend a few days, weeks in a city unknown to me, just so that the thought that I am a foriegner is a fact and not only my illusion alone...we shall see the outcome...